Jonas van der
Linden, always a light sleeper, rose to consciousness with a (small) sack of
potatoes crushing his left arm and shoulder. It had long, black hair.
Gerd.
He stroked the
dead weight of her body and the silk of her hair. Gerd slept like a child,
boneless and trusting. She muttered something in her sleep.
He grinned wryly.
Last night Gerd and Nurket had shown up at his door at 11pm. Gerd had explained
Los Joacim’s accident in broad strokes, yawned, and proposed a hot bath for her
and a bowl of water for Nurket. He complied willingly. He brought a glass of
red wine to her in the bathtub and watched entranced as she floated,
mermaid-like, in the water. He had seen figurines like her in a museum in Lima,
Peru. He sat down on the edge of the tub.
“Do you want me
to wash your hair?”
“Oh, please.”
He wasn’t exactly
expert, but he had done this a time or two in the past. He took his shirt off and
filled a pitcher with clean, warm water. Laying her head back in his hand, he
rubbed and stroked shampoo into her hair until she was crowned with a cap of
bubbles. He rinsed her once in the now-tepid bathwater, then lifted her head
again and rinsed a second time with the clean water. Her eyes were closed.
Jonas bent down and kissed her lightly. Gerd brought a wet arm out of the water
and pulled his face close.
The claw-foot tub
was not made for a 6 foot man. It was tight, cramped quarters, but with the
familiarity of long acquaintance and no secrets, they made the best of it.
Minutes later they collapsed in a tangle of arms and legs at odd angles. How
they made it to bed he couldn’t recall.
The bedside clock
showed 6 a.m. Thursday was his late start day; he didn’t have a class until
10:30. With a prayer of thanks, Jonas let sleep wash back over him.
He woke an hour
later to gentle double snoring. Gerd was huffing in her sleep and Nurket was
echoing her under the bed. “I need to get a better bed,” he thought
incongruously. “She has that massive four-poster and all I have is this rickety
relic.” He resolved to begin searching for the perfect bed this very day. After
contemplating his reluctant muse for long minutes, Jonas finally felt alive
enough to meet the world. He slid noiselessly out of bed. Even Nurket didn’t
notice.
Jonas lived on
one of three connected islands called Fillene right off shore from town. All
three were joined by pedestrian bridges, but no cars could enter. The bridges
were too narrow. Jonas didn’t mind; he hated cars. He had first rented the 200
year old house, but when he had met Gerd and had his fate decided for him, he
bought it. It was small and quirky, about half the size of Gerd’s house on
Lyholmen. Two rooms up, two down. The plumbing had been installed in the late
1800’s and was moody at best. No yard to speak of. But what he had was a view
to beat that of the royal yacht: VĂ¥gen on the right and a straight shot out the
channel to the lighthouse and to her. Jonas had originally had a small
powerboat, but once Gerd was in his life he wanted a faster connection. Now he
was the proud owner of a 16 foot speedboat with 150 hp. He could get out to
Lyholmen in less than 10 minutes.
Jonas had had the
bad luck to be born on the “dark continent” of the southwest side of Norway.
His parents, who appeared mightily surprised at his arrival, were Haugianere. The
Haugianer sect basically believed everything was a sin. How they procreated was
anyone’s guess. Jonas was the second child. His older brother Jens, whom he had
worshipped, had died at 11 years of age of something as simple as measles.
Jonas was 7 when they laid his brother out on the kitchen table, cold and stiff
as marble. He had never liked his self-righteous parents up to them; now it
became hate. He got into all the trouble a teenager could in a small,
buttoned-up town. The day after his 16th birthday he left town,
still no forgiveness in his heart. He had neither seen nor spoken with them
since.
But now the joy
of love was softening him. Why had he thought of his grey parents right now as
he was tip-toeing down the stairs after having his heart wrenched out of his
body for the love of a woman? “Love wants to spread,” he thought, “love wants
to make more of itself.” He shook his head to regain his senses.
Jonas made a pot
of coffee and sat down at his wobbly kitchen table. Coffee was no sin for the
Haugianere; in fact their engines ran on it. “They should meet some Muslims,”
he snickered. He was never very hungry in the morning, but he knew Gerd was, so
he brought out bread, butter, and whatever he had in the fridge to put on it.
The local Pulitzer-Prize winning newspaper, the Storesand Courier, landed with
a thump against his front door.
The paper carried
Einar Iversen’s obituary on an inside page that everyone read. Gotta know who’s
dead so you don’t say the wrong thing. The obit gave his name, date of birth
and death, and …….. his membership in the Kiwanis? A war hero, they said. What
the hell heroic thing had Einar ever done? The obit was vague about it, but
something about the Resistance was mentioned. Jonas left the paper folded so
Gerd would see the obituary.
He would bring
her a tray, he thought. Breakfast in bed, wasn’t that suitably romantic for a
besotted almost-40 year old? Jonas rummaged through his ancient refrigerator.
He found some cheese with a blue mold cover. Was Jarlsberg supposed to have a
blue casing? He didn’t think so and threw it in the trash. The liver sausage
was equally slimy-looking. Aha! There was a glass jar of some high-falutin
marmalade he had bought on impulse from a cute young girl selling things off
the back of her truck. Organic marmalade, what the heck was that? But it
smelled good.
Jonas found some
bread that wasn’t exactly moldy and toasted it. Did he have eggs? Yes, a
10-package with no noticeable expiration date appeared. He’d make scrambled
eggs and toast with marmalade; even an absolute non-cook couldn’t screw that
up. And lots more coffee. There was a container that said orange juice, but it
smelled of vinegar and he didn’t think that was the right smell. On impulse, he
went outside in his slippers and cut a branch off a birch tree. It didn’t even
have the beginning of buds, but it was still a branch. He put the cold branch
into a tall glass of water.
Jonas scrambled
the eggs with a little water and some salt and pepper and remembered to take it
off the heat before it had set completely. He put four slices of toast
liberally slathered with butter and marmalade on a plate and hunted around for
a tray. With the birch-branch “flower,” the golden eggs and the orange
marmalade-toast, it looked positively festive. He carried the tray upstairs,
the pot of coffee snuggled against his side.
Gerd was out
cold, but her nose twitched a little at the aromas that arrived. She yawned and
stretched and opened her eyes a slit. Nurket crawled out from under the bed,
wagging his tail. Jonas put the tray on a small dresser and dragged it over to
her bedside, the glass with the branch threatening to keel over any minute.
“Breakfast for
the queen,” Jonas announced proudly. Nurket looked like he approved.
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When Jonas had
left for school, Gerd got up and looked around. Jonas wasn’t messy, but he
wasn’t quite tidy either. What would it be like if they lived together? Gerd
loved her privacy – now that she had decided to remain in this world – but
Jonas was growing on her. Did she want to play house?
She only had the
clothes she had arrived in yesterday. The snow had abated, now it was
glittering in heaps on every street corner, window-frame, and gable. Gerd
poured herself a second and third cup of coffee from the thoughtful pot Jonas
had left ready for them, found and defrosted some moose meat in his freezer and
gave it to Nurket, who apparently was an omnivore.
Since she had
come to town with Peder last night and declined the lift back, Gerd had no
transportation until Jonas returned from school. That was OK; Nanna had
promised to feed Bamse, who got a bit perturbed if his breakfast wasn’t served
pronto. And she wanted to visit Los Joacim, partly to assure herself that he
was all right and – she had to admit – to nose around and find out if he knew
who had attacked him.
Gerd dressed and
looked around for something to use as a leash for Nurket. He didn’t even have a
collar, poor guy. She decided to stop in at the town pet store and get him some
supplies. At the pet store, she found a perfect sky blue collar for him and
made a tag that said “If found, call Gerd at 370-1424.” No name; he didn’t have
his true name yet. She also got a long leash, useful for town excursions. She
had a 15 kilo bag of the best dog food sent out to her on the island. The boy
behind the counter promised he would find someone to bring it out as soon as
possible.
She put the
collar and tag on Nurket, who preened from the honor. The she attached the
leash, which he didn’t like quite as much but succumbed to with good grace.
The county
hospital was situated on top of a rather steep hill. They could have walked,
but Gerd thought the better of it. There were buses every 10 minutes; Gerd and
Nurket got on one that was just leaving.
She walked into
the main reception area and was surprised that they didn’t immediately tell her
to leave her dog outside. She asked for Joacim Corneliussen and was directed to
the Intensive Care Unit on the third floor.
At the ICU, a
harried nurse pointed to room # 3. Nurket was acting like an invisible dog and
no one noticed. She opened the door and entered.
There were two
beds in the room. One housed Joacim, lying as if dead with tubes hooked up
everywhere, He appeared to be asleep. When Gerd sat down and took his hand, the
patient in the other bed woke up. It was an elderly lady, head full of soft
white hair. She beckoned Gerd over, wanting to talk.
Gerd dropped the
leash on the floor and sat down in the chair next to the other bed. “Hi,
grandma,” she said. It wasn’t her grandmother of course, but it could have
been.
“Do you know who
that is?” whispered the old lady conspiratorially.
“Yes. He’s a
neighbor of mine,” Gerd answered.
“That’s Joacim
Corneliussen. I knew him well. I’m forgetting my manners: I’m Nora Svestad.
That’s an adorable dog. My youngest son had dogs just like that.”
Her “youngest
son” must be at least 60, thought Gerd. She held out her hand to the old lady.
“Gerd Ljoset.
Pleased to meet you. I beg your pardon, but you don’t sound like you are from
here.”
“No, I’m an Oslo
girl,” said the 90 year old woman proudly. Joacim groaned lightly, and Gerd
hurried to his bedside. He didn’t open his eyes.
“He was beaten
up, you know. Probably Eigil, that miserable wretch.”
“Eigil?” Here was
yet another person Gerd had never heard of. “Who’s he?”
“Why, Gunnar’s
son, didn’t you know? He had a son with that little bitch from Trappene. She
told him all his life that his father had been a hero, but I’ll tell you, he
wasn’t. A lousy informer, he was.”
Gerd was totally
confused. “Who, Eigil?”
“No, little girl,
of course not. Eigil wasn’t born then. Gunnar Katte.”
With this, the
old lady, Nora Svestad, closed her eyes and dozed off. The number of players in
this drama – was it a drama or was she just inventing one? – was multiplying
rapidly. Gerd shrugged it off and went back to Joacim. His eyes were closed but
he was muttering something. Gerd bent down so she could hear.
“Collaborator,”
whispered Joacim. “He deserved it, and more. But I should have told. I didn’t.
I should have told.” With those last words, he sank back in a deep,
drug-induced sleep. The door opened and a nurse came in.
“How on earth did
you get in here?” she barked at Gerd. When she spied Nurket, she went
practically apoplectic. “Get out this instant!”
Gerd looked at
her unapologetically. “We’re leaving. Joacim Corneliussen is a dear friend of
mine. I was the one who found him yesterday. Take good care of him.” With that,
she grabbed Nurket’s leash and walked with measured steps out of the hospital
room.
Outside the sun
glittered through ice-covered branches. It must have gotten a little warmer in
the night for so much ice to form, Gerd thought. It was around noon – maybe 1
o’clock or so – and she was getting a little hungry. Wonder if Elspeth had had
lunch yet?
She left Nurket
tied up outside the library, which did not please him. He looked accusingly at
Gerd but believed her when she said she would be right back. Inside, Elspeth
was at her post at the information desk, helping some middle-schoolers with
their local research. She waved at Gerd.
“Are you coming
to take me to lunch? You owe me, you know!” she boomed out, far too loud for a
quiet library. Gerd smiled and nodded.
“I am. Let’s go to
that Chinese place on East Street.” Ever since her time in Thailand, Gerd had
loved Asian food. This was Norwegian-Asian, of course, and not the real thing,
but it was as close as they could get in this little snow-bound town in
February. There wouldn’t be many customers and she knew the proprietor. He’d
probably allow Nurket to lie under their table as long as he was well covered
by the drooping table-cloth.
They both ordered
hot-and-sour soup and lemon chicken. Both drank green tea – even if they both
secretly wanted wine. The wine list here wasn’t exactly stellar.
“Oh, I forgot,”
said Elspeth suddenly in the middle of another topic. “I have something for you
at the library.”
“More books I
might like?” Gerd smiled at her friend. Elspeth was always trying to get her
to expand her mind by pushing the strangest books on her.
“Not this time.
It’s a box.”
“What kind of
box?”
“Just a box. Like
a double-sized shoebox, really. Since you were the one who found Einar, I
thought I’d give it to you. It’s a bunch of old stuff; I only opened it once.
It has some old pictures in it and letters and stuff. I saw a picture of Einar
and his poker buddies in it. I don’t know how it ended up in our basement, but
there was this history researcher from Olso who wanted us to keep it. He was
going to come back and collect it, but he never did. So it’s yours.”
“If it belonged
to Einar, it should go to his family, don’t you think?”
“Yes, but who?
Anne Lise died years ago and they didn’t have any children that I know of.”
“He has a sister
up there behind Berget.”
“Oh her, Susanna
the almighty. I’m not giving that old witch the time of day. No, you would take
much better care of it.” Elspeth was insistent.
“OK. I’ll hold on
to it until someone else wants it.”
They moved on to
other topics: who was sleeping with who, whose kids had gotten into trouble,
whether Elspeth’s husband had truly wrenched his back or was just lazy. An hour
later, they walked back to the library to collect the mysterious box.
Elspeth fund the
basement key and they moved together into the bowels of the old library. Not
much down here, mostly crates of yellowing newspapers that they hadn’t gotten
around to scanning yet. Along both walls ran huge steel shelves; Elspeth moved
confidently to a shelf way in the back. It was indeed a double-wide shoebox
tied with string. Not heavy. Gerd took it under her arm and they ascended from
the musty remnants of time past. At the door, they hugged and Gerd promised
that she would definitely accept a dinner invitation some day soon. She
collected Nurket, who as always was ecstatic to see her, and the two of them
walked slowly through the nearly empty streets, Nurket sniffing and leaving
messages on every lamp post.
Back at Jonas’
house, she made another pot of coffee and decided to clean up a bit instead of
opening the box. She looked in his fridge: good god, the man would give himself
ptomaine poisoning from what grew in there. Fillene didn’t have a grocery
store, but there was a small mom-and-pop shop just on the other side of the
bridge. Gerd and Nurket made an emergency run to the store to stock up on the
basics for Jonas, who would probably never notice.
When Jonas got
back from school, they had “high tea” together with Lady Grey (milk for Gerd
and lemon for Jonas) and the pastries Gerd had bought. Jonas was quiet and
thoughtful. Had something happened? No, he was just thinking of a poem. Did she
want to stay the night?
As sweet as that
prospect would be, Gerd didn’t. She wanted to get back to the island, to talk
with Nanna and Peder, to placate Bamse who was most certainly in a major huff,
and to open her mystery box. Jonas started the boat and in 10 minutes they were
at her dock. It was always a shock for Gerd to move across the water so fast;
it was almost as if her soul had been left behind. They hugged, a bit
impersonally at first until they realized what they were doing and then went
into a true embrace.
“I’ll be out
after school tomorrow. OK?” said Jonas as she stepped onto the dock.
“Of course. Can
you stay the weekend?”
“I’m invited?” he
teased her.
“You are always
invited,” she responded gravely, then smiled. “See you soon.”
Gerd watched his
boat speed across Gryta (the local name for the water between Lyholmen and the
mainland) until he was hidden by some of the small island. She whistled for
Nurket and together they stomped up the snowy path to her house. Nanna had done
as promised: fed and petted Bamse, turned on enough electricity to keep the
house warm, and left her a note on the kitchen counter saying “Call as soon as
you get home!”
Gerd put the box
on the big dining table. She thought of Einar, of Joacim, and of the old lady
in the hospital. Nora, was it? She would open the box after dinner. Nurket had
gone to sleep on “his” blankets by the unlit fireplace. “Our past is never
really gone,” she thought. What of Einar’s past could the dusty cardboard box
contain?
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